Midlife Blog crises and Burnout plus Broken Things: A Love Story? Maybe!
Because who really needs emotional stability when WordPress is throwing errors, Google decides you’re irrelevant, and imposter syndrome becomes “you are” your most loyal coworker? Definitely not me. Nope. I’m thriving—if thriving means spiraling dramatically while sipping lukewarm coffee and rage-refreshing my dashboard.
Lately, burnout and I have been doing a slow, sad cha-cha. One minute I’m updating a plugin that claims to boost my site speed (spoiler alert: it doesn’t), and the next I’m questioning everything from my content strategy to whether SEO is just modern-day digital sorcery.
And let’s not even talk about the sweets I stashed for “emergencies”—because I’ve eaten them all. Apparently, emotional snacking is now my brand.
The joys of being a digital content creator in 2025? Pure bliss. Absolute serenity. A dream come true. (Please note the sarcasm.)
I miss two weeks ago. Back then, I was on a creative high—reading, writing, working out, skipping around the kitchen like the Annie Leibovitz of brunch photography. Now? I’m re-editing posts from 2010, questioning my life choices, and wondering why I ever thought a 3MB photo of a cheese soufflé was web-friendly.
For context, I run two blogs. Because clearly one wasn’t enough chaos. Between SEO audits, recipe overhauls, book writing, painting for my shop, gardening, and trying to keep up with social media—burnout didn’t just knock. It moved in and unpacked.
My food blog alone has over 500 recipes. At least 120 need a full digital glow-up: broken links, outdated SEO, cringey intros from a more innocent (read: pre-algorithm) time, and recipe cards that look like relics from dial-up days.
And here’s the kicker: I know how to fix things. I can tweak CSS, wrangle HTML, change things on my own, and rage-install plugins like a champ. But ask for help? Pfft. That would be too easy. Instead, I cry into my coffee and whisper, “It’s fine. I’m fine. Everything’s fine.” (Yes, that actually happened.)
But here’s the thing—I’m not quitting.
Because even through the chaos, the glitches, the Google ghosting, and those dramatic late-night internal monologues, I still believe in blogging. I believe in connection, in honest storytelling, in creativity that comes from the heart—even when it’s messy, raw, unfiltered, and real.
Here on Mug of Reality, I’m not chasing pageviews—I’m just being me. This space isn’t about numbers or going viral. It’s about showing up honestly and sharing the things I love, without the pressure to perform.
I started this blog because I wanted a corner of the internet where I could be fully myself. No filters, no fuss—just real thoughts, real stories, and whatever’s on my heart that day. And hey, if all it ever earns me is $0.39 or $0.81 Google AdSense? That’s fine. Because the value for me is in having a place where I can be Sanna, unedited.
Sure, Sandra’s Easy Cooking is mine too. But over there, it’s more about recipes—less about me. It is after all a website that makes money and my main source of income.
I used to tell stories, share childhood memories, and talk about why a dish mattered to me. But somewhere along the way, a few loud voices said, “Can you just skip all that and get to the recipe?” And something in me quietly shifted.
I stopped sharing the heart behind the food and started giving people what they asked for—quick tips, clean instructions, polished content with beautiful pictures.
But this space? This one’s different.
This one’s for the messy middle. For the rambling thoughts, emotional rants, creative chaos, fun book reviews, recipes with my heart in it and everything in between. It’s my reminder that storytelling still matters—even if it’s just for me.
And hey—this storm? It’ll pass. They always do.
So if you found your way to this emotional rollercoaster of a post—thank you. Seriously. You, dear reader (yes, even if it’s just 20 of you), are the reason I keep showing up. Even when I’m sleep-deprived and my analytics graph looks like a ski slope on a bad day.
This isn’t a breakdown.
It’s a creative reboot. A digital detox. A search-engine-optimized soul search.
Stay tuned. I’m not just updating plugins, pictures, and rewriting content—I’m updating my purpose in this digital world.
Hugs to all that need one today… because God knows I need a big bear one.
– Sanna <3
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