Spring is in full bloom, and with it comes the perfect opportunity to refresh, reset, and step into growth. April is a month of transition—a time to shed the weight of winter and embrace the energy of longer days, warmer weather, and new beginnings. It’s the bridge between the reset of the first few months and the vibrancy of summer.

I’m not the biggest cheerleader for summer, but there are so many things it brings that I can put up with it and embrace it instead of being a grumpy perimenopausal woman with hot flashes and a general dislike for hot weather.

If January was about restarting, February about self-love and connection, and March about taking intentional steps forward, then April is about awakening—stepping into action and nurturing the habits that will carry us into summer feeling our best.

1. Spring Habits That Set You Up for Summer

The way we move, eat, and think in April lays the foundation for how we feel in the months ahead. 

Now’s the time to:

✔ Move More Outdoors – Walks, stretching, biking—anything that connects you with fresh air and sunlight.

✔ Lighten Up Your Eating – Fresh seasonal foods, hydrating more, and choosing meals that leave you feeling energized.

✔ Set Intentional Goals – Small, sustainable steps that align with how you want to feel this summer.

2. Refreshing Routines for a New Season

Spring is the perfect time to shake things up—physically, mentally, and emotionally. Here are a few simple ways to refresh your routine:

✅ Declutter with Purpose – Instead of tackling everything at once, focus on one area each month—closet, kitchen, pantry, garage, attic, etc. Breaking it down makes it feel less like a chore and more like a mindful way to clear space for what truly matters. My house has 5 people, plus my future daughter-in-law so we always have something to clean up.

✅ Reset Your Sleep & Morning Routine – If you missed this in January, now’s the perfect time to take advantage of earlier sunrises. A refreshed routine can set the tone for more productive, energized days. Sometimes it’s easier said than done, but keep pushing it.

✅ Shift Your Mindset – Let go of any lingering winter sluggishness and start visualizing what you want for the next few months. I do this every single month, and honestly, it’s a game-changer—it keeps me focused, motivated, and feeling amazing.

3. Letting Go of Winter Stagnation

Winter has a way of making us feel a little stuck. April is the time to shake that off and step into fresh energy:

✨ Let go of old habits that don’t no longer serve you.

✨ Start something new—whether it’s a hobby, fitness routine, or mindset shift. This is fantastic to start something that you always wanted to try, and what better time than in Spring when everything is blooming and awakening.

✨ Focus on progress over perfection. Growth isn’t about drastic changes but small, consistent actions.

4. Building Confidence and Momentum

Summer isn’t about looking a certain way—it’s about feeling good in your own skin. April is the perfect time to start building that confidence:

✔ Show up for yourself daily in small, meaningful ways. I’m here for you if you need that extra push. With the right support system, we can all make progress together—and I’d love to be that support for you.

✔ Trust the process—small steps lead to big changes. Nothing happens overnight! It’s the little actions that build momentum: a mile walk, then two, hopping on a bike, or a light jog through the woods. Keep moving forward—those steps add up.

✔ Embrace this season of growth and transformation. You don’t have to fit a certain mold to feel confident. I’m not a “skinny Minnie”—I have curves, and 20 pounds over the “standard” to fit that mold I was taking about, but I’m here and I finally love who I am.

Health is what matters most, and that’s something I’ve learned through my own journey. As someone who recovered from a decade of bulimia, I can confidently say: you can do anything you set your mind to. Anything. Embrace the small steps, because the final transformation—inside and out—is sweet. It’s not about being big or small; it’s about health, growing stronger and more empowered every single day.

Let me remind you that April is your invitation to awaken—to shake off the old, embrace the new, and step forward with purpose. Use this month to realign, refresh, and build the habits that will carry you into summer and beyond feeling strong, confident, and ready for whatever comes next.

What’s one habit you’re focusing on this April? Drop it in the comments—I’d love to hear!

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Sending love and warm hugs to anyone who needs them.

Love,

S A N N A

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I’ve asked myself countless times—what does not good enough even mean? Why do I feel this way before I’ve even started something as if I’m already bracing for disappointment? Why do I push myself so hard? So many questions, right?

It took me years to realize that childhood trauma plays a huge role in these feelings of never being enough.

I’ve been estranged from my immediate family for over a decade, and I’m okay with it. I’ve found peace, even though my divorced parents—who I think still don’t speak to each other—occasionally reach out in small ways. And honestly? It makes me furious.

I blocked them on every possible platform but sometimes there is a small loophole I miss.

Okay, maybe I am extra, but I don’t remember them ever supporting my ideas or passions. I started blogging, published a book (which I later pulled from reprinting), went through surgery, and experienced countless major life moments—yet not once did they reach out to say, “Congratulations!” or “Are you okay?” Not even a simple “Well done.”

It was always about them; me, me, me…

They weren’t the worst parents, but narcissistic? Absolutely.

I recently started emailing my father again, well, I decided to take small steps and talk to him, and if I don’t reply for weeks—or even months—he eventually asks if I’m okay. That would’ve bothered me so much in the past, but now? My heart just doesn’t care anymore.

Sometimes I feel guilty that I’ve shut off that part of me, but it is what it is. The feeling passes—usually after some meditation or a long walk. I had the hardest time when my sister shut me out. That was hurting for ages!

The Weight of Never Feeling Enough

Did I grow up questioning my very existence? Struggling to trust people? One hundred percent.

As a child, nothing I did was ever enough. I was too big, too slow, not as good as my sister—always falling short. See the pattern? I was never good enough, smart enough, skinny enough.

Last night, as I lay in bed, I started drafting this post in my head and felt the need to share it. Because I know I’m not alone. These childhood wounds shape our adult lives in ways we don’t even realize.

I’m not a psychiatrist, but I’ve done a lot of inner work to heal. And here’s the truth: My parents’ divorce when I was 19 messed me up, but the damage started long before that. I just didn’t recognize it until I hit my 40s. And when that realization hit me? It felt like a brick to the face.

But I refuse to play the victim—because I’m not one.

I picked myself up. My husband helped me put the pieces back together. And then, I did the work to heal—with his and our kids’ support.

Was I judged for cutting ties 15 years ago? Yes. But I did it for my own sanity, not that I owed anyone an explanation. Some family members don’t get it, and that’s okay. Nobody has to get it except me. I have my reasons. I was ignoring the rumors because I was shutting the noise.

Why Self-Healing Matters

Do I still struggle? Yes. But I’ve learned that if you don’t actively work on healing, these feelings of not being enough will consume you.

It’s easy to get sucked into depression—and that can spiral into an entirely different level of struggle.

What Can You Do?

• Find a therapist. Talking to a professional can be life-changing.

• If therapy isn’t for you, find your own healing path. Read books, listen to motivational speakers, try hypnosis, meditate, go for walks, and keep a journal.

• Fuel your body. Eating better and taking supplements helped me feel stronger—physically and mentally.

• Move your body. Exercise is essential, but that doesn’t mean you have to do high-intensity workouts. Walking is a great start. I won’t pretend I love working out, but I always feel better afterward.

Overcoming the Feeling of ‘Not Good Enough’

Breaking free from this mindset requires self-awareness, intentional action, and a whole lot of self-compassion. Here’s what helped me:

1. Identify the Root Cause

• Where do these feelings come from? Childhood? Society? Relationships? Journaling can help uncover patterns.

2. Challenge Negative Self-Talk

• When you catch yourself thinking, I’m not good enough, ask: Would I say this to a friend?
• Replace it with self-compassion: I am worthy as I am. My value isn’t tied to perfection.

3. Detach Your Worth from Achievement or Appearance

• You are enough simply because you exist—not because of what you do, how you look, or how much you accomplish.

4. Set Boundaries

• Say no to things that drain you. Distance yourself from people who make you feel unworthy.

5. Prioritize Self-Care

• Do what brings you joy—art, music, nature, movement. Nourish your body with food that makes you feel good.

6. Stop Comparing Yourself to Others

• Social media fuels feelings of inadequacy. Focus on your progress, not someone else’s highlight reel.

7. Celebrate Small Wins

• Keep track of your achievements, no matter how small.

8. Seek Support

• Talk to trusted friends, a therapist, or a mentor. Surround yourself with people who lift you up.

9. Practice Self-Compassion

• Everyone struggles. Be kind to yourself.

10. Embrace Growth, Not Perfection

• Shift your mindset from I have to be the best to I am always learning and evolving.
• How Self-Worth, Childhood Trauma & ‘Not Good Enough’ Connect to Food & Workouts

Childhood trauma and feelings of inadequacy often shape how we view food, exercise, and self-care:

1. Emotional Eating & Food Struggles – Many people use food to cope with unresolved emotions—whether for comfort, control, or distraction.

2. Exercise as Punishment vs. Self-Love – Some push their bodies out of guilt, feeling they have to earn food. Others avoid movement altogether due to fear of failure.

3. Perfectionism & Control – A history of trauma can lead to obsessive control over food and exercise as a way to feel enough.

4. Negative Self-Talk & Motivation – Instead of treating food and movement as self-care, we punish ourselves. Restriction, bingeing, over-exercising—it’s a cycle fueled by shame.

Healing means separating self-worth from body image. Learning to nourish ourselves because we deserve it.

If you’ve ever struggled with feeling not enough, I see you. I’ve been there.

Healing is not linear, and it doesn’t happen overnight. But you can break free from these patterns. You can create a life where you feel enough—just as you are.

Wishing you strength and self-love,

Sanna